In June 2011 our baby girl was born still. This is my journey trying for our rainbow baby. We never found out a reason for her death but I know the fact that I am overweight didn't help. It took us five years to get pregnant with Ellie. I know a key to getting pregnant again and having a healthy pregnancy will be for me to lose weight. So, this blog is about our journey to get pregnant again and about me trying to lose weight.